Looking Forward to Work Harder

Finally, the event has over! Pathetic! As the days go by, the spirit lost within me.

It's a 6 days event. Totally exhausting!

But, the fun part, part of it, is message dedication! Haha.. I like to see what people dedicate to who-so-ever. The most epic one I spotted is ' SAYA MAU CARI BOYFRIEND' so cute la.. Others,heee, shhh..

Well, there's another one write something like ' I can't wait to graduate, I want to marry you in 3 years time' *Awww..so sweet!*

This event only consider over after post-mortem and presentation. Argghhh~~!! Chill~~

Jinggle bell, jinggle on it's way~

 When we were so young, noted the date? It was 2006. This year we 'ong,ong'ok? We go tong tong qiang! =)



Miss those secondary school life when everyone is so young and fresh! Comparing with this complicated university life. When can we have potluck again? I miss you awesome people!

Till then, I will be preparing for my final and looking forward to work hard. Then, I will be home!

See you peeps!

2 more months!

So stress, that I hope I will be with dad and mom.
*Need assurance*

2 more months!

To the big day~

3 more months!

Even bigger day~ Yay, Uni starts..=/

Releasing some stress

Oh please~ stop bombarding me with different different kind of stress.

I know I will overcome it.

But, I'm kind of exhausted right now.

Easy~~

Hope for a better tomorrow

Good morning!

I'm so stressed right now and hope that this saturday will have another trip to visit/ help the kids. But, sometimes things just will not go the way we like. We have to be flexible to adapt to changes. Well, of course, still standing strong to our believes.

If I'm not mistaken, journey to Kota Maradu, Kampung Kanangkaban is 100km plus. However, it takes us 2 and a half hour to reach the place. Not like KL, where 100km will probably needs only approximately one hour.

It is really a rural place, but the lucky thing is that they have water,electric supply. Just that route to school is too far away from home. One of the villager said for kid to go to school,they will have to stay far from family at the hostel since 7. Too young, but they have no choice.

Kids I tought that day is pre-school kids. They were quite aliented to strangers. Teaching them alphabents were not easy. They have zero knowlegde about it as well as not having a good grip of the pencil. As time went by, I'm still not getting any respond for the little boy till I asked him do you want to go home.Nodding his head,never talk. Not until, I take out my colour pencil and start drawing. Surprisingly, it was the 1st time I heard him talk, 'rumah','rumput','bunga'..all of them!

So adorable.

Guess what is their respond when I draw tree, the Sun with smiley face?

Picture tells thousand stories

Awesome 1st day in month of 10!

小鲸鱼今天很开心

早安！小鲸鱼今天终于开始运动了！

这也要鼓励一下刚认识的新朋友，小L娜。

（*幻想力也够强了吧！哈哈！*）

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Few days ago, I had joined to become one of the committee member in one of the Freshie Welcoming event.

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I attended the event last year as well. It feels very different. During my 1st year, I felt so lonely, so aliented to the place. But, this time around, the feeling is awesome! We get to make new friends, make noise, make them(the freshie) feel the hospitality of the senior! Let them not feel lonely. (Maybe they don't even feel lonely, only me, who get use to living in the comfort zone of daddy and mummy)This shows how time fly~~~

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*I will still stick around my parents, who cares! I love them!*

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Few days ago,as well, I told a friend that we have growth, so different then the time we used to be. Last time, I feel so lonely walking on the pathway all by myself. Now, probably is an enjoyment to do things all by myself. This is not lonely, is independent! ^^

Rafflesia

Hello! This is my first Rafflesia spotting!
Too bad, it was raining when I saw this lovely flora.

I didn't get to smell the awful smell of it!
Looking forward to discover more! =)

*Taken at Ranau,Sabah. Near Poring Hot Spring.

Wash your face with tears

Title inspired by my brother in law. He said after I reached this place I will wash my face with tears.以泪洗脸.

Well, quite true in the way. As I feel like tearing these few days.

I went to the cementry. Listen to stories. Human is just so fragile,so weak.

You wll never know how you will walk your through your journey.
Even if you know, you never know how your life is set by faith.

Looking at those figure make my tears flow, only accumulate in the corner of my eye.

Omg, I don't know if I can bare with the goodbyes with my little niece, is tomorrow. Sigh.

Well, posting this doesn't mean give my readers, the only few of them, the very good of them to me, negative aura. I just want to share!
After tomorrow, I'm gonna work very hard very hard! Support me yeah...

~Today! Is truly awesome!~

I went to Poring Hot Spring for canopy walk, not even half way, because it rain so heavily! Walking under the rain in the forest and I will named it rainforest!

Then, some random jungle to look for Refflesia. Oh, is my first time though. Heeee...

Sign offf...

All the best to you,you and you! You know who you are, I truly support!

Phew~~

This place is too GOOD to be good. I don't know why it can push my mood so down to the core of the earth.

My spirit to move kind of sweeping away. I feel like crying.

Forward forward, move forward. I know you will support me. Because we need work very hard for this, future. *pathetic*

Coloring my life, colorful one.

It's time!

I am going to face it with difference! I am 21. Gonna make it fruitful.

*pray hard*

Night at Famine30

The night I was sleeping on the non-shock-absorbing parquet floor, I wondering why on earth do I come to this camp and suffer from back bone, pelvic bone ache.. arghh!

As the night went by, I continued fighting for sleep and at the same time my brain cells keep connecting to each other. It is actually worth participating in this camp, it reminds me how people in the other corner of earth suffering from, they said, PREVENTABLE DISEASE, lack of food, lack of clean water supply and lack of shelter. We shall do more to combat this. I learned to understand, socialized in this camp and at the same time fixing me spiritually! ( There is too much things to share and I don't know how to write it out. Ops!)

After the camp, the countdown activities, my friend and I went for dinner! We ate spaghetti at Mid Valley! One of them, Alicia, mentioned that shouldn't we felt guilty eating such luxury food, after attending camp where the kids have no food at all. During that time, I seriously feel nothing at all but I don't know the reason why. Now I know, we are people living in different part of world, our lifestyle cannot be compared. What I know is we shouldn't waste food even though you have the buying power to waste it, appreciate our life and at the same time lead a helping hand to those who need. We do our part and do our best that counts.

I will named it a-meaningful-escape-from-home, awesomeness-for-dull-holiday,etc...

Is time to fly again~

I reached the airport early, hoping to skip those miserable rushing I had before.
While, now that is too early, that I have nothing better to do.
Praying hard that my lappy works and it did! So I'm here now blogging.

I should have use this free time to read.
But, my brain just couldn't work well.
Exhausted with the swimming lesson, with the contradict feeling that I'm super happy with it!
Aaahh...this week is about water and more water.
I have always thought that the course I'm choosing is not worthwhile, with people keep telling me that there is no working oppurtunity, the pay is low, work is tough.
Well, I am now enjoying the whole process of basic navy training(really basic), swimming.. what come next?! diving! hahahaha...

I come to think that those working oppurtunity is all depends on ourselves.
Whether we are working hard on what we want. Tough!
It is all about how you apply your knowledge(maybe not), but, yes! the effort you put on it!

-cut the crap-

Just now, again, having those education's conversation! arggghh..
Something stung my heart...
There is a statement,"form 6 is a waste of time". T.T
Well, after thinking and thinking about it..
I have no regret, why?
Because form 6 is where I meet a bunch of crazy friends! Just like one happy family! =)
I'm glad...

-stop that-

Part of me happy, part of me no.
Chinese new year is near! Imma going home to have fun!
Miss those old days where we stay all night long till the morning just to play, play and play.
Miss those old days where brothers and sisters gather all together.
This year might but some difference(well, it actually happened the year before)...
shooo...shooo..sho...Not that stuff..
The sad thing is time gonna pass super fast!!! >.<

-Uh Oh!-

Lappy is dying out.
Time is tiking for me to fly again!

*I feel myself so cool right now~!*
Just so random!

Happy Chinese New Year!


And yea, this might be the post if the year! Imma seldom(don't even) update my blog! =P